I am faced with what may be the hardest decision of my life and that is to decide if my own mother lives or dies. She's in a condition where she may be in a vegetable state for as long as they keep her alive. This has nothing to do with rock n roll, however, it's without a doubt going to affect my work within the industry this week, which is extremely busy, and overwhelming. How can it not affect my work. This is not a decision anyone should ever have to make, but I do know her well enough for what would be best for her.
I talk to her doctor tomorrow and then conference call with her living sisters and brother. I have no idea how I'm going to deal with this burden. I never thought I'd ever be in this position.
I know tomorrow I'm drafting a living will. I suggest that anyone reading this who has not do the same so that your loved ones will never be in this situation.
Sorry to put this out there, but if we come into contact and I'm in another state of mind you should all know why.
- AZ
Posted by Alex Zander at October 5, 2004 10:39 PM