November 22, 2004
A little bird...
i so cannot wait to meet this viXXen. karlton is the best glamour photobug in he biz. love ya man. hi amber!
I spent yesterday going over and over in my head why why why why why. And then it was dumped on me. An email that was mailed out last month to a lot of people that revealed intimacies I shared and blatant lies and ridiculous accusations, that even stuped so low as to involve MY family. Why can't I be happy. It's because the person doing this to me cannot be happy. And here is a hilarious example of what is being spewed. I think those of you in the know will find is at funny as I. And the music industry would certainly scoff as well. I think my savvy speaks for itself.
*One of the main reasons Alex's magazine switched from
music to porn is because he burned so many bridges in
the music industry and has no idea how to run a
business. So he had to tap new resources where he
knew there would be money and they weren't hip to his
lack of business ethics.
Last night I met up with Salon Scott after the Velvet Revolver show. Neo took very good care of us. The band didn't show up. Which is better for me in the long haul. Scott's entourage was great. very nice hair all of them, especially his wife. I was exhausted but hung in there like a trooper. I also found some closure, but not complete closure to a recent dilemma. I know now I will not.
Talked to my main man Jason a good bit. I could not handle talking to anyone else much other than he. The magnitude of the contents off the accusation against me are enough for me to deal with.
I'm going to talk to Elizabeth Star today, and see my friends in MINISTRY tonight and then somehow make the Anthrax release party.
Tomorrow is a new day, and that will be the start of some massive damage control. Be content that I am not someone who spews out venomous intimacies about things the world should not know. Or should it.
That I ponder. I ponder hard today and will decide tomorrow.
Now, I've got a new issue to crank out. Wait till you see this one. Merry XXXmas.
Posted by Alex Zander at November 22, 2004 11:32 AM